T+T jumping down from high place

The result for appear finally release, however it is nothing change in the result.
my heart just like jumping from an aeroplane without a parachute.
i can't accept the fact....
Although it is annoying but i should say to myself, the thing was happened, why should i upset myself, all day about it. it is enough to have the disappointing moment.

i could start to do something to face the problem and i should be "grateful" to whom have made me stumble, for they have strengthen my ability. I have worked more harder and promise to myself wouldn't get the same result anymore, ever and ever.


i have tried the feel of it from mentally.

☆下一站,幸福☆

你听过巴哈的G弦之歌吗？
那是在绝境之中诞生的心动旋律
就像，他们的相遇。
一个放任人生腐烂的男孩，任光晞。
抛弃自己的父亲因为一个残忍的原因离开人世，
母亲和友人外遇的不堪情事，是伴随他童年到大的摇篮曲。
这就是光晞眼中的世界，虚伪而卑劣。
一个生活充满垃圾的女孩，梁慕橙。
莎拉公主般的身世，并未让她如同书中的小女孩一样得到梦幻结局，
却必须面对比故事中更残酷的现实人生。
放弃梦想或者努力挣扎，这就是慕橙度过的每一天。
一场半途发生“蓄意教唆”的交通意外，让他们有了最差劲的初识！
当众人眼里最没操守的校董独生子大少爷，
遇上学生餐厅最有原则的便当小妹……
意想不到，一个由玩笑开始[更多信息...]的赌局；
竟开启了一段刻骨铭心、浪漫动人的秋日恋曲。
今年初秋，诞生於他们之间的纯爱乐章，已悄然响起，
从见到命定之人的那一秒开始；
直到抵达下一站，幸福

★Just go on★

Since viewing my best friend's blog, then i have no excuse not to create new one.

During the 3weeks of sem break, i discover my weight is gaining. This is the most unwanted thing i ever wish to happen. I am starting a very bad habit. Taking diet pill in order to lose the weight. I know it is really bad cause i am putting my health in risk level. After the bad effect of the diet pill, i already stop eating since stomached. The feeling is absolutely pain, almost fainted.

What for i need to torture my body like this? is stupid... but good appearance always come for 1st in this reality world.

Recently many have come in and out my life. Although some has special in my heart, but all this feelings just come and go.
There is something that i am still searching within myself.

I don't know what more else i can write as i am not a blogger.

Hehe..all these just a start...
i am back to straight hair again although miss my curly hair...