T+T jumping down from high place

The result for appear finally release, however it is nothing change in the result.
my heart just like jumping from an aeroplane without a parachute.
i can't accept the fact....
Although it is annoying but i should say to myself, the thing was happened, why should i upset myself, all day about it. it is enough to have the disappointing moment.

i could start to do something to face the problem and i should be "grateful" to whom have made me stumble, for they have strengthen my ability. I have worked more harder and promise to myself wouldn't get the same result anymore, ever and ever.


i have tried the feel of it from mentally.